You can’t live up to the person you are pretending to be.
If you are not being your authentic self, you will falter at some point. It is not a matter of if, but when. Did you ever notice that people who lie often tell a different story later? They will not remember what the story was in the past and have no choice but to make up new details. If you are pretending to be someone you are not, this is essentially the same as lying.
Until next time, stay safe, and keep the faith.